I thank to God, finally I found him...

Akhirnya nemuin yang insyallah terbaik. Dia yang pernah bosen bilang "aku sayang kamu" setiap detik. Dia yang ngga pernah telat nyuruh sholat, mandi, belajar, tidur, dll. Dia yang ngga pernah marah kalo ditinggal-tinggal. Dia yang ngga pernah bosen buat nyari. Dia yang ngga pernah absen buat nge-PING!!! sebangak mungkin. Dia yang ngga pernah gagal bikin aku senyum-senyum sendiri liatin layar handphone. Dia yang ngga pernah bosen buat nunggu. Dia yang ngga pernah lupa buat ngabarin dan sekedar bilang "love you". Dia yang selalu bilang "aku kangen kamu" meskipun ngga ada apa-apa. Dia yang harus ekstra sabar kalo lagi ngomong serius, sama-sama ngga dong-an but for sure its fun. Dia yang selalu ada disini saat aku butuh. Dia yang selalu ngomong jujur, bukak-bukaan, dan ngebuat aku mau ngomongin semua hal ke dia. Dia yang ngga pernah lupa buat sekedar ngucapin "good morning" dan "good night". Dia yang ngga bosen bikin aku ketawa, sebel, malu, terharu. Dia yang nerima apa adanya. Dia yang ngga pernah neko-neko. Dia yang selalu ngelakuin hal-hal kecil tapi berharga. Dia terbaik dari semua yang terbaik. I'm happy with you and I do love you my sweetheart...

24/12/13, Dzulfikar Rizki. ❤

Kamu tau rasanya ketika kamu berusaha sekuat tenaga tapi feedbacknya nol? Kamu pernah ngerasain mau nyerah dihampir setiap keadaan? Kamu pernah disaat keramaian berubah jadi sepi dan kamu balik jadi seseorang yang selalu sedih?

I'm giving up, fadh.

To someone who I couldn't ask for more

Hari ini berat. Iya, aku dan kamu udah ngga jadi kita. Makasih buat semuanya. Gimanapun kamu, aku tetep sayang kok. Seberat apapun nanti insyaallah harus bisa dijalanin. I thank to God for anything. Selamat memulai hidup baru untuk kamu. Sukses 2014-nya ya, sayang. Kamu masih selalu ada di do'aku kok. Untuk kamu, semoga Tuhan selalu menjaga dimanapun, kapanpun, dan sama siapapun. Kalo kamu bahagia, it means aku juga (harus) bahagia. For every tears you make my eyes, confusion you fill my mind, and pain you give my heart... I wish you all the best. Because it's always been you, Fadhil Firmansyah. :-)

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Selamat 6 bulan bersama ya mas, selamat setengah bulan sama ayu. Semoga ngga bakalan bosen dan semoga bukan gambar terakhir yang bisa aku bikin buat anniv bulanan kita. 

Ngga tau kenapa pokoknya aku sayang kamu ya mas, ngga bakal bosen juga sama kamu, kamu yang terbaik. Maaf ya selama 6 bulan ini selalu bikin kamu benci dan emosi, selalu ngerepotin kamu. 

Aku sayang kamu, fadh.

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F: "Aku bangga sama kamu..."

A: "La kenapa?"

F: "Gatau hehehe"

Happy 5 months, Fadh. I love you...

13 #4

i'm sorry it's too late. imagine if today is 13th of May. okay?

Happy anniversary 4 months, Fadh... I just love u too much. really.

 

lots a love, Fadh...

shock on the first. but over all, i'm fine. so can u imagine if someone who called as ur "bestfriend" talk shit behind u? about you? and it has been published? can u? it hurts me so much ya. whatever u say, it won't  make u better than me u know. just for ur information u're soooo selfish. talk all shit behind me, isn't cool anyway. are u better than me? can i call u bestfriend after this all shit moment? or can i call u as a "perfect" person so it can make u feel 'oh my god she knows i'm better'. can i? should i? SO I'VE DONE WITH ALL. i don't care anymore about u, ur family, ur sister, ur brother. I'VE DONE. judge me if u r better than God. omg all this shit drove me crazy. so i hate u. as my friend. as my bestfriend. as my sister. BULLSHIT. i'm sorry for all my mistakes i've done. but. oh c'mon u've done same mistake too. of course. i just wanna punch or slap u on the face and give u a mirror. so u can look at urself. r u better? r u perfect? r u the best? no at all. anyway i'm sorry for all, mrs perfect. i know u r the best. i'm sorry if i annoyed u with all stupid things i've done. u know i've called u as my sister not my bestfriend anymore. but what? u treated me like a shit. so thank u. u r not my bestfriend anymore. i hope u r happy with this. i hope u found someone better as ur new bestfriend. ur contact bbm is not in my "besties" contact category anymore. u r free now. if u don't like me or my attitude just say it, on my face not my behind. go back with ur bestfriend who always have a good attitude not like me u said. or found someone new. once again it really really hurts me. now my tears are drop on my cheeks u know. just for ur information i love u like sister. i really do. now i hate u. really hate. i'll keep away from urself so u can do everything u want with someone who can always make u happy, once again not like me u said. of course on ur opinion i'm a bad girl who have a bad attitude. right? whatever u say. :-) karma does exist sist, and actually u really know about it right? i don't care if u r going to tell everyone about what i've done to you, but just don't forget to tell them too about what u've done to me, please. just shut the fuck up when u didn't know anything. my middle finger want to talk eyes to eyes with u. o ya, can u stop to copy my style already? poor u copycats. God knows who's right and who's wrong. look at urself first before u judge. last, it hurts me ya, really, congrats "best", :-)